heart heart heart

i wish i could see my heart, feels like my heart is beating too fast, then too slow whilst im just led down trying to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep, its really cute though i think, just randomly starts to beat faast

understand me?

Some people, just dont understand, no matter how clever or personal they are with me, they just dont understand. i am the way i am because of the way i think and because of the way i act, i'm not trying to copy any one, i am my own person,.. it's for the best then if i dont explain myself sometimes, because thinking about it now, i will come to regret it one day, and it will save the screams, tears and arguments. But one day, i know that i will either just say it out of no where, or gradually it will become clear. so please, try and understand me for the time being and cope with me, because in some way or form, we are going through the same phase, just in our own different paths.


We are not alike as every one thinks we are, i know that now, but please, always keep in mind we will remain close no matter what paths we take, because, i will always love you with all my heart.