i couldn't help myself to copy and paste this photo from a friends facebook, this is just beautiful and i love the sight of this captured image, so custard like
About Me
- Shakiba
- at the South, United Kingdom
- description of what? i dont like to refer to anything as normal, or lable it, people lable everyone instantly without realising, people in the high proffesion jobs have been taught for years to lable others and to diagnose them with a lable, years of learning to lable someone as something, books and lectures on how to lable a certain person with certain needs, and all for what? to bonbard them with medicine and so called treatments. i miss my past in Iran, and i miss everything i had there, but here, i have a new future, and i'm greatful for what i have now, so greatful
Monday, 31 May 2010
long long Nights
some nights, honestly i get no sleep, no rest, or anything..just wont fall asleep, no matter how hard i try, i think i'm an owl sometimes but just cant turn my head 360 i would love to be an owl for a night, just to fly away and see the city, empty or full, and watch the sun rise with another owl and just enjoy the freedom, and then to turn my head 360 so i can say i kissed my own ass
i would love to stare the moon in the face and watch the transformation of night to morning, the darkness to a slow rise of sun light. and to travel the country without paying so much money and maybe travel the world for a night, in my dreams first place i would always fly to is my bedroom in Iran, ohh i miss my room so damn much..
i am friend of the 
night
nightcome on bowels, please work with me
hate feeling like this, my bowels just dont move themselves sometimes, and nothing happens, then all of a sudden, its like fireworks are going off in my stomach..lime juice hasnt kicked in yet, its my last option. just want to get rid of this feeling
Shakiba
i find writing out my thoughts helps to ease stress, i enjoy a hot cup of tea with lots of honey and milk stirred in, i also like hot milk and honey, honey basically on its own satisfies me as well. my mum worries that my honey intake is too much and that it can cause something, i wish i had my own honey nest that i could stick my hand in every now and then, i think I'm bear, brown bear, Paddigton bear, with a hat on and blue nails.
maybe this is a new start
sometimes i get stuck where to start
or how to start, who should know about my new start
then im just stuck, in one place, staring out wondering why ive been stood here for so long
i dont mean to be distant, i'm thinking so much into everything, that i come across as miles away..i also love the sea and the sun and the stones and the never ending view
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